I think the worst thing to happen to me was being forcibly drugged/medicated in response to the pain of growing up in an incestuous family. Now that I am drug free for the first time in 45
years I embrace my pain -- as messy and as ugly as it is. My pain tells me I am alive. I am a human being. My pain tells me I reacted normally to an abnormal situation. My pain is not a pathology to be medicated or fixed. Sometimes pain has to be felt for growth and change. Sometimes people need to work through their pain. To be fully alive we must be able to experience both pain and joy. As messy as pain can be I never want anyone to drug it out of me again. I was soul-less. Now that I am free of all psychiatric "medications" I embrace my pain because it lets me know I am alive and I am human being. Thank you for another fantastic post, Jaz.
fucking brilliant, jaz. so honest and Clear. i'm so grateful to be on this path with you <3 <3
I think the worst thing to happen to me was being forcibly drugged/medicated in response to the pain of growing up in an incestuous family. Now that I am drug free for the first time in 45
years I embrace my pain -- as messy and as ugly as it is. My pain tells me I am alive. I am a human being. My pain tells me I reacted normally to an abnormal situation. My pain is not a pathology to be medicated or fixed. Sometimes pain has to be felt for growth and change. Sometimes people need to work through their pain. To be fully alive we must be able to experience both pain and joy. As messy as pain can be I never want anyone to drug it out of me again. I was soul-less. Now that I am free of all psychiatric "medications" I embrace my pain because it lets me know I am alive and I am human being. Thank you for another fantastic post, Jaz.